October 15, 2009


My job search took a step in the right direction today. In a few weeks I may just be a substitute teacher.

I got an email from the Kelly services agency to fill out an online application, which I did, and shortly after filling it out and submitting it, I got a phone call to set up an interview. It's mostly just to do some paperwork, but it's progress nonetheless.

Now if I can only come up with the $48 I need to get fingerprinted per their instructions. Somehow I'm sure I'll get it done.

On another note, I have started studying the tarot, so that when I can afford to buy a deck I will at least be familiar with what to do with it, and I've also began researching astrology in more detail, something I have been drawn to for more years than I can count.

I've also been working on meditating more, and doing less thinking and more doing. My emotions have always ruled everything I have done, and I am really working now to achieve a balance of logic and emotion. I used to think that to be logical meant the absence of emotion, but to think clearly there should be emotion as well as logic, not too much of either.

As far as my goddess goes, her exact identity still eludes me, but somehow, I feel like she is working in my life now more than ever. For a man such as myself, I thought it would mean her getting me more in touch with my "feminine" side, but you know, I don't think that was ever a problem.

(I mean honestly, did any of you think I wasn't?)

What I needed was the ability to be "feminine" and "masculine" all at the same time, and that my friends, is what I am learning.

So for now I will just continue to learn and grow, and be thankful. Gratitude goes a long way in the universe, and I have a lot to be grateful for.


Jenandollie said...

Hi, thats great, hope it goes well. They make you pay for your fingerprint checks? Thats a shame, over here its called a CRB and as its compulsory in this area at least, the school board pay for it.

Rayden Darklighter said...

Yeah they do make you pay, and the kicker is, I've already had it done before, but they want it done through the school system, so I have to do it again. I didn't know fingerprints changed over time, did you?

Jenandollie said...

Not unless you're very careless I shouldn't have imagined they would!

Lyon said...

Congratulations on the job prospect, it sounds like a good opportunity. And for embracing gratitude. It seems to me lately that while many people wait for things to happen to be grateful for, the proper way to approach things is to start out being grateful and carry that forward with you into all things to come.

Rayden Darklighter said...

I agree Lyon, gratitude for just the opportunity to "be", to experience, is good enough for me.