October 5, 2009

Ta Da!!!!! Happy Halloween!!! And, another award!!!

Here it is folks!! My blog in costume!!

What do you think? He's scary isn't he?

I'm a little overwhelmed at the moment, I simply don't know how to describe my joy and happiness.

Bella Foxglove, over at Wanderings of a Wondering Mind, has again provided me with a blog to be proud of, and I am most grateful.

Then, to my surprise, on top of doing that, she left a comment for me on my last post telling me she had something for me on her blog.

So, I went over to check it out, and here it is!!!

Now, ladies and gentlemen, this is indeed a great honor.

It's been hard sometimes writing my feelings down for complete strangers to peruse, well not "strangers", but you know, people I don't know personally.

I write in my blog as often as the spirit moves me, and I have put a lot of really personal stuff in my posts that I was afraid would turn people away, make them feel like I was a jerk or something.

I was completely wrong of course, as all of you have left me such wonderful comments, and I'm glad that I was able to be so honest and not be judged.

This award has made me feel all the more comfortable about writing exactly what I think and feel, and knowing that all of you out there in the blog community will welcome each post with no biases or judgments.

Oh and one more thing.

I am flattered that Bella would recognize and acknowledge that I am completely in touch with my "feminine" side by inducting me into a "sisterhood". I am truly honored. (Is that legal? Can I really be in a sisterhood?)

It's really been a great release and very therapeutic to write in this blog, but there is so much more I want and need to write about. 

I want to start posting more on my thoughts about being a pagan, especially in a house in which I cannot practice as I'd like, I want to learn so badly.
I want to get in touch with my spirit guides, and more of my totem animals. I have learned so much about the spiritual and myself since I started down this path, but there is so much more I want to know.

Who is my goddess? I know of my god, Cernunnos, but in my visions of him, the goddess is there, but she is behind me, obscured from view. I have gotten a sense of her being a mist, a bluish mist. I really want to find out who she is, and really get in contact with her, commune with her.

But, that is a subject of another post.

Thank you Bella, for making my day wonderful. You are an amazing person.

Oh yeah, and before I go, stayed tuned for a post in which I bestow this honesty award on to some of you out there, you have truly been an inspiration to me.

Have a great night everyone!!


Morgaine Pendragon said...

Site looks awesome in it's Halloween splendor. Congrats on your award!

Anonymous said...

Love the new look! And congrats on the award

The Traveler said...

Congratulations! And being a pagan that has flown under the radar in a catholic household for years just let me know if you need some "alternate descriptions" of what you are doing that will be outsider approved =).

Rue said...

Super-spooky! I love it!

I agree with the Traveler - there are many things that can be 'renamed' so that you can practice your way!

Blessed Be!

Jenandollie said...


Your blog looks great, being a newbie myself (both at being Pagan and blogging)I can empathise with how you feel. We've had some rather interesting comments from people who were meant to be friends but all I can say is hang in there and take a deep breath sometimes!

best wishes all, Jen

Anonymous said...

Rayden I love your new look...very dark and manly!

You will always be a "sister" sweetheart!

You're one of us...no escape now...ha ha ha...