October 9, 2009


Well here I am again, after not posting for a few days, thinking about what I need to do with myself.

I went this afternoon to the local career center to see if there were any job openings I could apply for, and I did apply to one job, working for the state.

I've been doing a lot of internalizing lately, as ya'll can see from my posts as of late, but now it's time to get up off of my duff and do something about it.

Do you ever get tired of emotional stuff? Always feeling, love this, hate that. Thinking too much about dumb stuff. Thinking too much period.

Well needing a job takes very little thought. So I'm going to go get one.

Simple as that. No thought, no feeling.

Today I felt like getting off the computer, facebook especially. So I did.

I fix stuff. Fix cars, fix computers, fix the plumbing, you name it, I fix it.

So I set out to fix my life.

Not as easy, but still, I can fix this.

All I need to do is to quit thinking, and start doing.

So, ok, talk to you later!


Celia (Head Witch of the Hollow) said...

Hey Rayden...if you can fix all of those things...you can fix anything!

Good Luck to you my friend...You CAN do it!

Rayden Darklighter said...

I believe you're right Celia.

Funny thing though, I've never been able to fix relationships.

The Traveler said...

You can do it! The only thing we have control over is ourselves, once we get us how we want us the rest gets easier.